Wednesday, June 01, 2005 today was a bad day for me.
tutorial was the last straw. things added up & i couldn't take it. thanks everyone for their comfort. i know crying is a sign of weakness but i can't help it. damn, im super sensitive now and can even link unrelated things back to ___ and it makes me feel lousy. stupid me. im breaking down. im going insane. i cannot take this anymore. i am so tempted to jump off a building and end this all. but i also understand that this is part and parcel of life. like sam said, i'll make it through and turn out even stronger. so why do i feel so weak now? ): i feel like crying more and more often. i think im nuts. it comes unexpected. even freaked my sis out la. i know! like ter lum said, its all in the mind. hope i make it through. i will.
went cafe after school. saw some TB31 pple. kinda miss them. organise outing leh! thanks woei luen for the treat! (:
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